HAY

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written @ 11:21 p.m. on 2002-04-07

Today was full of surprise. First i found out about something that was somewhat different, but its fine with me. Then i find out how amazingly stupid some people can be that totally ruins your day. I dont fit in anymore, maybe its cuz im not all goofy and kid like anymore. I have a steady job that i love, and it takes alot of time out of me. Im almost 20 years old and dont have much time to meet new people. So im in a rut i guess. Am i a ghost or something, it seems that everyone ( that matters ) just decides to up and disappear of the face of the earth. Even if i was in the same room with the person(s) they wouldnt even acknowledge my presence, its truly amazing. Keep in mind that i have done nothing to put myself there. Its like instant amnesia or something. What can you do i guess..

In the utlra rare chance of a cute girl, that doesnt have a boyfriend( or is thinking of leaving theirs) reads this, give me a message. im a nice guy.. or so ive been told by from many, many... to many girls. AIM = LANSingen

*pretty sad joe....*

'Let the bad times roll..'

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