ok.. ok..
Maybe last entry was a little excessive. I know I'm not worthless. Its more like
I'm under-appreciated. I try so hard at everything I do, work or people wise, and
I don't get any recognition for it. Granted that sounds a little selfish but hear me out. I can go on and not get praised, but when the slightest remark is made about me or my performance,
I totally flip out.
The past 2 weeks, maybe more, I have been totally stressed out. The slightest things are starting to
agitate/enrage/depress me. It literally has made me sick. For a while it was an
upper-respiratory infection, still kind of is now. But the majority of my illness is from stress/depression.
I'm gunna cut it here, talking about it makes me ill. Thank god for willpower..